and yet another year

IMG_2114when a year comes and go with nary a whimper..i used to think the years would get easier..maybe just perhaps, they may easier in a couple of years when the transition is complete, that is the problem with the human spirit, always looking forward to something better round the corner

my day Β this year was supposed to be quite auspicious, mom said i must gather some friends and make a do (you know chinese superstition and so on) but at the end of the day… it was quiet and deflated

i want to go climb a mountain again..something i have not been able to do because such an endeavour would require 2 – 3 weeks of zero worries..but i’d be worrying..eg sales coming in?? something i have to keep working on so that there is no gap in the necessary revenue down the road a month or months from now

dreams and yearnings..for now, as intense as yesterday, but will it continue to be so? i don’t know, i don’t even know if the dreams are right or wrong, noble or otherwise

am i a proper? i don’t know, on the other hand, what on earth is proper?

my goal before the year ends? put all wishes and will into proper order, upon my death, may my will be done

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