if i tell you i have forgiven already before we even spoke, would you believe me?
if i tell you i do want you to be in a better place the day our paths start to go separate ways, would you think i am spinning my usual tales?
if i tell you for whatever reasons there may be, i may not be yours but you are my affinity, would you think i am just being extravagant in my words?
if i tell you that you are in my thoughts incessantly, am i just being overly maudlin?
if i tell you i feel like i’m at the wrong place and the wrong time and that, infact, i am totally all wrong, do you think i am just seeking attention?
if i tell you i trust in people first above all else, do you think i am being unreal?
believe me for now, i am all that and none of that
i am really what i am, a solitary rock with very old fashion ideas